Well Done

It might be LOVE...
I definitly can't discribe what the hell happen and feel for this far.. But i found the answer this morning.
"22 characteristics of people fall in love with someone" ..... Hahaha, so..this is it!

if ...

if I die tomorrow, because it had enough to hold all of this ... you'll be sorry ... sorry for the length of your life.

numb.

UNsocialized Mankind

"i may not be able to chat chit chut for tomorrow and so on"

Life is so fucking hard lately. You pull it apart and you’re just left me behind..

I do not know what else can make me survive, from all that will never come out and be seen from the back of my lungs.

Kill me...

"Loving your dream, carrying your pain. Watching me going, slowly to my grave. Didn't know you,didn't know you. Sipping hatred in a glass of milk. Injecting fears in my brittle little veins. Didn't know you,didn't know you. Talking nonsense to me,I wish i could believe. Living me untended, so little left to give. 

Kill me I'm a monster you made me cruel but I'm not a failure. Kill me I'm a monster, I beg you now cause I'm not a killer. Heal me I'm a monster, You spill my blood cause I'm just a dreamer. Kill me I'm a monster, You made me cry it will soon be over. Kill me I'm a monster, You made me cruel but I'm not a failure. Kill me I'm a monster, You made me cry it will soon be over. 
Floating in your dream driven by your aim. Faking to be in laughing at my pain. laughing at my pain. Needed just a ride, with a lovely maid. Sifting trough your light, tearing me to shreds. Blood's coming to my head" 
i really love this song, don't know why... some words that represent how I feel these days. This wounded heart that had been stabbed again ... again and again. i may not forget to easily...don't you see, enough..??